I am purging my mind of things that do not serve me. I saw that I had characteristics in my personality that did not serve me, and I was honestly surprised that they even got there, and so I have gotten rid of them. I used to be jealous. I used to be controlling. I used to be possessive. I used to be stressed and worry. I used to be angry. I used to be sad. I used to be envious. These characteristics were minuscule, but they were there, and sometimes they would make an appearance and ruin the whole show. So, I got rid of them. Just like that.
Now I am on the quest for a deeper peace of mind and a higher state of living.
I am getting rid of the idea of time by forgetting my age. When you are young, you want to grow up, when you have grown up you get pissed because you look terrible and are sagging- I don't want to live like that.
All the emphasis one puts on age is something that holds no meaning to me- I am happy to be alive, I don't care if I am eligible to drink or if I am now a senior citizen- I am changing and taking liberty of what "I" choose to put emphasis on. I see life a continuous moment. I have decided to live in the continuous glorious moment of now.
I am forgetting my age by taking the first step.... the day in April has passed that marks the day that I was born- my official birthday.
Yes, it is indeed a cause for celebration! I love celebrations- gifts,parties and just the effervescent energy of this special day.
This year, I did not celebrate my birthday. I have decided to not celebrate my birthdays or any other holidays. This is not because I don't like to celebrate. I am not a scrooge. But yet it is the reverse. I want to celebrate every moment . I love celebrating Christmas's, thanksgivings, birthdays and everything in between- I wish they would never end----- So I am getting rid of them.
I am getting rid of the philosophy of "there is a particular "day" where you are happy and celebrating".
I am celebrating everyday!
I am not dumbing down the holidays but yet raising every other day up to that level!
Treating every day as being no more or less important than the rest. This is my philosophy in a nut shell. This will challenge me. It is easy to get pissed off and angry when bumps happen, it is harder to stay positive and see the magnificence in every moment- But I and excited for this challenge.
I love life, in fact I am obsessed with it, and I am constantly searching for the ways that I can live the best life I possibly can. By living this way- it inspires the changes that I want to happen in the way I treat my life and the way life treats me. I am excited for the future!
